You always exist at the edge of my mind
I’m only seen from the corner of your eye
You’re all the things I’ve come to despise
All of my words are nothing but lies
My nightmares are made from things that you do
I hate you each time you say “I love you”
Within my kiss you see another face
I pretend its not you when we embrace
My eyes don’t meet yours when I say “I do”
You actually pause before saying it too
I’m only free when you’re not awake
You cry silently when you can’t escape
Now as we both drink from this poisoned cup
You start to fade even as you look up
And the smile that I see erases the lies
You’ve only existed at the edge of my mind